Monday, July 24
monday - 24/7/06
*This is truly the last time I'm ever going to talk about this..I just need to get this off my chest*I'm still waiting for bam to happen in my life. But in these few days, because of what I have to do, we are drifting away. He's not looking my way anymore, so he cant see me waving to him. I cant do anything to swim to him either.
I know this is hopeless. I'm almost convinced nothing's ever gonna happen again. This is totally the wrong time. God gave me this failure. The only solution He's given me is to understand. Thats all I'm ALLOWED to do. Thats all.
*****, I still love you. I've never thought of stopping loving you. But you dont feel that way. I get it. I understand everything from your blog. It's written as clear as crystal. It was an alarm clock to me. The most painful alarm clock ever invented.
I'm just going to love you as a sister from where I am. And I'm praying for you. Pray for your faith; pray for your life; studies; walk with God..
Above all. I pray that God will fill your heart with dreams. And faith gives you the courage, do dare to do great things. I'm here for you whatever this life brings. And let my love give you roots. And help you find....your wings.... <3
michi ]|[ 21:44